There- now you know a little about me. Now leave me the fuck alone so I can be on my merry way.
The blonde never allowed himself comfort- ever. But for now.. he leaned his head on Syao’s shoulder and closed his eyes. “Fuck.. I don’t- I hate him,” he growled but the pain in his heart screamed his contradiction.
Sighing softly, the demon petted Nathan’s hair, running gentle fingers through the golden locks. Oh, how greatly the atmosphere had changed in the matter of moments. “What did he do to you..?” Syao cooed. “You can talk to me.”
Thoughts ran though his mind, and Nathan just wanted it to stop. “He.. I’m not good enough,” he said simply. “He’s always with some bitch or a whore or fucking some demon. He says he loves me but my bed’s not good enough..”
He clicked his tongue at the response. The demon knew that was a load of bullshit.. Nathan was hiding something else, he could tell from what he started to say and then cut it off with his ‘I’m not good enough’ shit. Whoever this Matthew was, he knew that it was the opposite; to Syao, Nathan would be too good for him.
“Now I know that’s not true,” He laughed, trying his hardest to lighten up the mood. “I know for a fact you’re good in bed.”
The blonde never allowed himself comfort- ever. But for now.. he leaned his head on Syao’s shoulder and closed his eyes. “Fuck.. I don’t- I hate him,” he growled but the pain in his heart screamed his contradiction.
Sighing softly, the demon petted Nathan’s hair, running gentle fingers through the golden locks. Oh, how greatly the atmosphere had changed in the matter of moments. “What did he do to you..?” Syao cooed. “You can talk to me.”
He shook his head and bowed so that his blonde bangs could cover his eyes. “I can’t, I’m sorry. The bastard-” He couldn’t cheat on Matt.
“I’ve loved him since I was seventeen,” he mumbled. His body began to shake. “He’s the only one besides you I ever..”
Pulling back completely, Syao held onto the shorter male’s shoulder with one hand and brushed away his bangs with the other before rubbing the side of his face with his thumb. He felt sorry for him.
Picking him up swiftly, the demon carried him back over to the couch and sat down, letting Nathan curl up in his lap and wrapping his arms around him.
Nathan groaned and curled his fingers. It was so much like Matt and yet. “St-stop! I’m sorry, stop Syao!” he moved his body and tried to yank his arms back, but the other male was too powerful. “I… can’t.”
He hated that he was so weak, he hated that he couldn’t hurt Matt as bad at the blackette hurt him.
Continuing to kiss down the other’s neck a few more times before leaning up, Syao lifted an eyebrow in confusion. “Do you want me to stop or not? Gotta make up your mind here.” he sighed.
The blonde pulled back and shoved Syao away- but by the look in his eye he wanted it rough.
Very, very rough.
The demon growled out playfully and again pushed himself onto the other- forcing his tongue into Nathan’s mouth and gripping onto his ass through his jeans. Syao began pushing the other closer to the other side of the room, eventually pinning him up against the wall with his hands up above his head.
“You wanted it, and now you’re going to get it.” he purred into the blonde’s ear before kissing biting his way down his neck.
Nathan groaned and got up, snatching the bottle of tequilla up with him. “Of fucking course,” he mumbled.
Syao felt bad for denying him- almost as if he owed him something, especially since he was trying to forget about this Matthew guy. But all he could think about was River… Though they weren’t really together, seeing as how the angel pretty much hated his guts 90% of the time…
Fuckin’ hell. What River didn’t know wouldn’t hurt him, right?
Picking himself up from the couch, the demon grabbed onto Nathan’s shoulders and spun him around, taking the bottle of tequila out of his hands and taking another long swig before pulling the blonde closer by his hips and kissing him messily, slowly leading him back to the couch and pulling the other atop him as he sat back down.
Nathan slowly crawled onto the other, sliding between his knees and placing his hands on either side of Syao’s waist. He waisted until the bottle was moved before he leaned forward and brought their lips together.
By forget, he meant this.
Not expecting the other to suddenly become this close, Syao smiled faintly and leaned back, away from the other. The demon almost whined when the bottle was snatched out of his hands. “Hey, fucker! Give it—”
Eyes shot open as Nathan pressed his lips to his but soon he kissed back only slightly. No, River..
He lifted up his hands to push against the blonde’s shoulders gently- trying to get him off as politely as he could manage. Pulling his lips away he closed his eyes and angled his face to the side, preventing the other from repeating the action.
“N-no, I can’t..”
Nathan leaned his head back to look at the other. “Matthew. I’m talking about Matthew.” His voice cracked every time he said his lover’s name. “I need to forget him for a few minutes.”
“Matthew? Hmm—” Tapping a finger to his lip, the demon tried to recall ever hearing the other speak of this guy, which of course, he hadn’t. “Well, whoever this asshat is, I’m sure you deserve to forget him for as long as you want. Be my guest.”
Quickly standing up, he walked back into the kitchen and grabbed another bottle of alcohol- this time, tequila. Coming back into the living room, Syao held up the bottle with a smirk before plopping back down onto the couch and taking a long swig, his face scrunching up slightly from the taste.
He actually choked out a laugh at that. Putting the bottle down only half depleated he ran his hands over his face. God what was he doing here-
Getting even with Matthew, that’s right. Matt wanted to fuck every bitch he found Nathan could do it too.
Syao grinned at the other’s laugh- glad to get some reaction out of him at least.
“So… what exactly are you doing here?” A brown eyebrow arched as he asked the question, his head cocking to the side.
Nathan laughed again, leaning back against the couch arm. “I came here to get screwed out of my mind and forget about the bastard,” he admitted with a sad chuckle. He wiped his cheek with the back of his hand.
“There’s a lot of bastards you could be talking about.. care to elaborate?” Syao laughed and patted the other’s shoulder.
